Thursday, June 17, 2004 @ 10:09 PM :D
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poopie...feel like a slacker for not writing yesterday's blog.I had no time, counting in that i "had" to watch the world idol and also the CSI:miami...hehe.
Had a nice swim yesterday,in bishan condo with yk.We tried to call ly but he was so called caught up/busy with someone,so we swam ourselves.We however did not find it boring haha,well, to me, being with a fren will never be boring, no matter how boring it actually is.It's strange to find time passing by the second, and yet i am still enjoying my time with a good friend's company...it sure feels comfortable...
I guess time is my worst enemy and i never liked it.Everytime i think about this, it feels like i am waiting for the time my friends have to leave when actually, i wish never it would never happen.This sure is creepy to me and i guess that waiting around time would only bring sadness for me now...maybe that's not very optimistic of me,with so much that could happen tomorrow which we could never have guessed...so lovely,all just a fantasy......if we think about it without living it.Many things are certainly meant to be unable to avoid, however painful it gets, fate shows us no mercy when the time comes for the things we love to seemingly disappear forever.
It's like, the swim with yk is one of the great and beautiful memories i cherish inside me,and still lives within me.If i were to flashback all the memories and suddenly think of one of my good friends at the airport belt,leaving somewhat forever, i could almost feel myself crying already.However, remembering that they are still alive means that we can still meet each other somewhere in the world, where we can join up and live the happy times once again.That will be the ultimate joy,but sorrow comes before it...why!?why!?why!?It's like,we'll never meet again by chance, and yet fate has brought us together once.I'm not saying that we should never have met, but it's just a headache...
Well, not just distance,but time itself again is an enemy.When we graduated from secondary school this year, we're very very likely to seperate.We would probably go to different schools, but even if we do go to the same school, we might have the same course.We would rarely have the time to spend with each other.This, sometimes i think about as an example, would be brady.Tear me apart, whoever is able to.I feel like everything is gonna be taken away from me...nvm i shall drop the subject...
After the swim, i went home almost immediately, as my mum has probably bought food.I went home, and prila told me about blogskin.com, feel so stupid to not register for it right from the start where i could get a properly made skin for my blog.Got ly to call yk, and i showed him the file.We agreed on a date for him to visit my house inside for the first time for him,where he can actually help me to create my site.
TV was all that occupied the time after this and i later fell into dreamland again.
Well, today was such a booring day i must say, chemistry all the way.Nearly fell alsleep in class again.Is it just me, or is it Miss Khor acting like a sort of sleeping gas putting me to sleep, slowly but surely.Perhaps it's the dumb subject, chemical here and there...a real headache...Well,Miss khor changed the time for practical lesson to start at 1:30...ly,brady and me went to starbucks in a hurry at 1:10.Brady got an expresso doppio size, whatever that is,li-yang got that strawberry whatchamacallit drink and me, the same old Mocha frappacinno.We made bradford drink that expresso down fast as he was the only one who bought a drink that is unable to "carry out".We joked on our way back to school, li-yang said"if late 1 min, what's the difference with being late for 10 mins?" and he began walking slower.Then he turned around and said"kuai dian","faster!"(english) and began walking faster.I was puzzled as he seemed to have resigned to the fact that we were late,and reminded him of what he said.HAHAHA, he said, "1 min is 10 push ups, 10 mins is 100 push ups, that's the difference".i could not help but laugh slightly.This so called joke happened about 2 times.We'll, we made it back somewhat "undetected", as everyone was getting their apparatus and the class was like a fish market.Guess that was a close call haha.
Miss Khor ended late!!!>.< We were allowed to leave at 3:15, when it was supposed to be 3pm when she was to release us, not the release like the one in the "The Giver" book.:X anyway, yk later went to my house.We stopped by the 7-Eleven shop to get some "provisions", he got a large 1.5L of 7-UP Ice while i got some instant noodles.
BLAH!My uncle is back...that stupid fart machine, hate him.Never does anything much for the house or the family, and messing my comp when he uses it...wt...but at least he did boil water, could use it to "cook" my noodles=)...
Yk began work.The stupid dreamweaver i bought, such a waste of money...It did not work.ARRGGHH!!!Well, anyways me and yk managed to finish making the site, so no complains=)...He was so happy, so was i.i saw him off to the main road where he left on his own after telling me to go back home.On the way back, I began to realise how much his company has lightened my day up.He sure is a fun guy!
Borrrrrrrrrrrringggg!!Here i am at my comp again, staring blankly into the screen writing the blog.What i did before this was added stuff to the site.So proud of it somehow, and i'm sure yk is very proud of it too.
Looking up, actually staring at the ceiling, imagining about a stary night sky, thinking about what's in the universe, dreaming of something that could bring all my good friends together and have a great time.Well, THAT COULD HAPPEN ON SATURDAY!!!YAY!!!We're going to Escape Theme Park...Anyone wanna come?Tell me or Ly or bradford also.Well....kind sad that yk not going, wish he would come as well...anyways, that's his decision and only his to make so i won't kick up a fuss on that.
Dedication:chorus part only by the way, not the whole song
Will Young:Leave Right Now
I’m here, just like I said;
Though its breaking every rule I’ve ever made.
My racing heart is just the same;
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I’d love to say I do,
Give everything to you.
But I can never now be true,
So I say:
[Chorus]
Think I’d better leave right now,
Before I fall any deeper.
Think I’d better leave right now,
Getting weaker and weaker.
Somebody better show me how,
Before I fall any deeper.
Think I’d better leave right now.
I’m here, so please explain
Why you’re opening up a healing wound again.
I’m a little more careful, perhaps its shows,
But if I leave the highs at least I’m spared the lows.
And I would tremble in your arms.
What could be the harm
To feel my sprit calm;
So I say:
[Chorus]
Think I’d better leave right now,
Before I fall any deeper.
Think I’d better leave right now,
Getting weaker and weaker.
Somebody better show me how,
Before I fall any deeper.
Think I’d better leave right now.
I wouldn’t know how to say;
How could it feel seeing you today?
I see you got your smile back,
Now you say you’re right on track;
But you may never know why,
Once bitten twice is shy.
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain -
I couldn’t bear to lose you again.
[Chorus x2]
Think I’d better leave right now,
Before I fall any deeper.
Think I’d better leave right now,
I’m feeling weaker and weaker.
Somebody better show me how,
Before I fall any deeper.
I Think I’d better leave right now.
BLAH!!!I DUN EVEN KNOW WHO I LIKE(girls i mean)..blah i'm going mad already-.- Confused Daniel,OUT!
