Monday, June 14, 2004 @ 7:50 PM :D
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Revealing more stuff today,i shall say that i am of a mixed blood.I feel very racially hated sometimes due to my name, and i feel it would be worse if people were to find out the types of blood i carry in mine.Well, anyway, my dad had british, portugese,italian and japanese blood.My mum is a pure chinese.So i actually carry 5 types of blood.Feel like some kind of multinational blood-in-a-body holder.Wonder if i am worth discriminating, maybe i am just paranoid, but anyways, peace to the world!haha just kidding...
Stuff about today:
What an odd day today was, had such a slight cold in the morning.I went to school punctually and found myself in the language room after a while.We sat and had the oral thingy class and after tat, i went out with 2 friends, i guess i should not name them.I wun say it was boring, but it was anyways i guess.Why i say that?
Well, i guess the boring part was that the two of them were"busy" and i was left somewhat alone, though i was free to speak up my mind if i had anything on mind, but i guess it was better to let them have the time to themselves.We met nigel and gang, except weilong, who went to cyber i guess, as i did not go personally to check.It was still early, and u can put it that i was so called thrilled when i saw the goikos shop, whatever u call it, open and i saw that gunbound prepaid card on sale poster pasted on the glass for display.well, i walked in and bought one--, and it costed 17bucks, but oh well, it was the kind of card where u have to open to see which design u have struck upon on.Was hoping for turtle or dragon, but i got an asate.But anyways, i am happy as i still got a card that still displays the cuteness of gunbound^-^...
Later, after two hours since we went to starbucks, we finally left after argueing that starbucks sold chicken rice, like duh(finally get where we were?).Well, we decided to go for lunch, which we took 1 hour to decide what to eat.However, the starbucks cold frappacinno drink had apparently "amplified" my cold i had since the start of the day.i began using lots of tissue, mostly "provided" by the "ger" wink*:X.Well, after they managed to decide to buy some japanese food, i had already lost my appetite, as the cold was more than just a cold, but it had included a constant flow with me having no control over my"nose" whatsoever...I decided to get a hot milo, well, i must admit it tasted pretty similar to drain water,Bleahz..
BLAH BLAH.....
I went over to ly's house.I hung out in yk's room.We listened to Ai otsuka, or XiaoAi,who is a jap singer whom we think is pretty cute in her voice and also, we love her style of music.It was my cd actually, but i lent it to him...well, he returned it late, not like it was his fault, i just happened to not remember to take it.i had fun there, seriously, as being the only child and so on, i am pretty lonely and sad so called at home.That's why i normally get hairull to visit me but i guess i shud not do that all the time.I found out that yk has bought the japan cd and it had a song, true heart, my favorite jap song which came out a couple of years ago, sung by tackey and tsubasa(hatachi).He allowed me to watch the MTV of them, i was so delighted.
BLAH BLAH...I
I went into liyang's room and played gunbound.I "cashed" in my prepaid card and got my "CASH".I played a couple of games and realised i got bored due to the "KS" here and there, that is kill steal.People argue over KS cause killing ppl in gunbound gets u money(gold).
I went over outside, felt that it was getting even more boring, with ly sleeping/studying bio,dunno how he does that though.But, i decided to go to yk's again.I fell half-asleep, catching forty winks before i went home for dinner.I brought home my CD, YAY!I miss her songs man....waited for the bus at the bus stop, thinking what dinner my mum would have bought.Got home....BURGER KING!I AM FAMISHED!!!Well, here i am typing my blog here,while having my dinner, talking to hairull on the phone, logged in on msn and well, typing this. I wonder if anything will happen later, cant wait for wednesday to know who won the world idol.none of them my personal favorite hehe, but i still think that some of them suk.i must say, i was stirred up in a bad way when fantasia, won the american idol.>.< No offence to fantasia lovers, but i think she sings like a duck....wonder why she won...well anyway, i still feel my blog is kinda short...hmm..i am currently reading something about love.well, i guess i shall share it...
Love feels the same as infatuation.people feel "out of love" once they lose the intensity they once had, eg. their heart used to dance when they were with their crush.So this marks the end of the infatuation period.However, this may not always be true, as the end of an infatuation, it may mark the beginning of love^^...what is love, real love,many ask...
Real love, is the understanding and sharing with our loved ones as deeply as possible.Real love is the
total acceptance of a being be it that he or she is flawed in many placed, including looks etc.NOBODY IS PERFECT, dun call urself/name urself "nobody", that's pure lame.It's the exact truth, no one is perfect.Real Love means
letting go of all pretense,fantasies and expectations, no matter what, never look at them negatively, have expectations on them or also try never to get angry with them.And most importantly,
ALL real love is based on
mutual respect,admiration and true concern for each other's well being.Just remember, patience is the true key to true love...that's what i feel.
well, i guess i am weird at creating blogs, but i guess these infomation can help me, as well as any reader...well, i cannot remember everything, and i might stumble on my own thoughts and facts and understandings forged by myself one day when i decide to read my blog.
TRUE HEART (TACKEY & TSUBASA; Japan version)
Music: M. Funemyr
Lyric: Goro Matsui
Arrangement: CHOKKAKU
I feel I do
Kono machi ni sakuhana
Inochi no nai kakera no yousa
I know I do
Keitai no memorii
Aitakunaru dareka ga inai
When did your heart stop loving me?
Kowaresou da yo
Iki wo shite kokoro ni furete hoshii noni
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Harisakesou ni
Ai ga naifu no you nan da
So hadaka no true heart
I feel I do
Koe wo wasureta boku
Kodoku ni tada kawareta torisa
When did your heart stop loving me
Kowaresou da yo
Meguri au subete kuru wa sete yuku
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Kizu wo nokoshite
So kawaita true heart
Itsu datte tooku bakari
Mukumori wo sagashiteru
Itsumo hitori
Ugokenaimama cry
When did your heart stop loving me? (loving me yeah)
Kowaresou da you (yeah yeah)
Iki wo shiteru kokoro ni furete hoshii noni (sore dake)
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Harisake sou ni
Ai ga naifu you nanda
So hadaka no true heart
Ohhh... wow...
My heart cry loving me
I feel I do
Boku wa koko ni iru yo
TRUE HEART (TACKEY & TSUBASA; international version)
Music: M. Funemyr
Lyrics: R. Colgate
Arrangement: CHOKKAKU
I guess I know
You've already decided to go
Out of my life once more
No turning back that's for sure
Before you do
Girl please promise to tell me the truth
And if this must be so
Darling I just have to know
*When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
**When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
It seems so strange
How such precious emotions can change
All that we held so dear
Somehow became so unclear
Repeat *
Repeat **
I just can't see why the magic died
Or the reason love slipped through our hands
Help me to understand
I'm still trying to understand, oh...
Repeat *
Repeat **
Ohhh... wow...
Baby, don't go wrong...
I guess... I know...
You've already decided to go...
With love to all(seriously)
Daniel OUT!
