Tuesday, June 15, 2004 @ 10:39 PM :D
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This html thingy is getting on my nerves...The preview looked so nice, but this is what it has to turn out into;messed up all over the place>.<.....What a waste of effort me and yk put in since 1+ till later than the sun had set.It's just a great disappointed, as we thought we had progressed so much. However, i still must thank him so much for helping me out this far, as i know i could not have even done anything without his help.Arigato, thanks, xie xie ni.....
Every night, many thoughts just arrow through my head, as if they just shoot by and go right through.I guess this have to do with the endless thinking every night about problems and pure sorrow.Most of the time, i have this sickening recollection that i never wish to remember again, although i am writing it now...hehe, well anyways, it's about the fact that ly will be leaving singapore after the "o" levels.The thought of this sometimes make me miss him already, as he's such and funny and nice guy to be with.Well, i guess there will be people shedding tears for him on the day of his departure and i dare bet that none of those tears are crocodile's tears.I once told him,"i feel that staying in one place too long is not good, and staying in a place too short is no good too...".I guess that was just something i conjured up but i still feel that it makes sense.Staying in one place too long and then leaving will make the ones u love and love u be terribly upset once u leave whilst staying in a place too short, meaning that u keep hoping to different countries, u will never make much friends.I hate to say this, but i cant bear to let ly go seriously...not just me, but others too.Unfortunately, i guess he himself has no choice, as this trip to the States was planned quite long by his parents.This makes it seem even worse, with no glimpse of hope we can dream of happening.
Time is short...I wish to cherish all the time i have with all the people who i deem precious to me.I am not even sure if yk is gonna leave sg too, but even if he doesn't, i guess i won't get to meet him as much as i do now.Sometimes i feel that cherishing time is a torture, and hopefully i know u get what i mean.If i could turn back time, i would really cherish every moment even more with my heart and soul...Why must this happenT_T, i wish that the "o" level will never come...but i must be strong, there are some things that i have to let go...we all have to let go...No matter where they go,no matter where they are, no matter what they do, i am extremely positive that we all were once and will always be the best of friends.Distance and time shall not part us!!!
No matter what kind of thing seperates us, they always hurt terribly, be it the underworld and the living world, or just mere distance, it's always hard to look back and just say that one last goodbye, especially if the bonds we share hold a very special meaning...
hmm, although he cant be bothered to read my blogs as they are lengthy,i guess that ly will say"dun say this, i will get shy" or "bie ze yang ma,wo hui hai shiu de" if he actually reads this.Well, i dunno if i like people reading my blog anot, but i guess i would like to share what i have with all who wanna read.Thanks to yk for being a sort of a fan to my blogs, but you don't have to make my blog sound so great, they're just nothing,mere typing and thoughts coming together in one place...
I am sorry, the music carried me away.
stuff happened today:
I heard the alarm of my handphone echoing louder and louder into my head as i gained consciousness.I had apparently not had a good night's sleep, i lay down again......stood up again...OH DEAR!10:10 was the display on my clock!Extremely late for school i was, class was at 9:45...I managed to rush to school and reached the physics lab at 10:25.I guess not many noticed me coming in, anyway i felt a sort of embarassment.I missed the practical,GAH!But i guess i did learn the curve of best fit thingy..
Had a break after Mr Chan's lesson, i wonder how he does that backspin with his pen.did practically nothing, had a soya bean drink, and soon went back for bio lesson.Guilt overcame me as i remembered that i had not filed my sec 3 work, and the practicals section was required in today's lesson.Oh wellz...we did not really use it though.Sometimes i wonder if burning ethanol on the test-tube is appropriate behavior, guess i shall not say who.Oh and ya, si ying made that hair today which many people teased at.I felt like laughing, but i guess it's not good to.Anyways, she WAS pretty colourful today haha...:X
Going back from school, not many people to accompany, but at least there was wei long.He's such a funny nice guy, and i guess his new hairstyle is a hit among people, even me haha...we're all just not comfortable seeing him with a change in hairstyle from such a goody-two-shoes boy to a hippy...haha:X
I bought home a bottle of coca cola, i guess it's still in the fridge constantly being chilled, how i wish i can be chilled too, so i can so called stop time...but i guess that's just fantasies wishful of my own thinking...
I actually made a plan to have a swim with yang kuan, but on getting home, i could not stop adding features to my blog.I soon went over to his house,where we did so much work, only to find it unsuccessful,we sure were disappointed, and a little "pissed"...ahh why am i using such words-.-
Yk had shown me a site,the artist was just soooooooo wonderful!Visit this site,www.kagayastudio.com and u will know why.And dun forget to check out the zodiac signs section and find ur own sign:)
Right now, i can't really think properly, had some fast food and currently am resting, still griefing about time, and also my blog webpage haha...well i just hope i can solve it soon, with people's help of course yahh.I don't know anything about webpage...*blushes*, but i must be proud i designed my own neopets html last time hahaha:X...guess nothing good about boasting that hehe, well anyways i guess i shall put a stop to my writing now...
Daniel OUT!
