Tuesday, July 27, 2004 @ 7:40 PM :D
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Saturday, 24jul
Had the horrendous physics practical test, which was practically a killer.I was so reluctant to get my butt moving to get myself set to school, but in the end i did go.It was after the physics practical that i felt that it was a mistake to go.We(4e2) were parked at bio lab 2 along with shaohui and the ger from 4e4, not sure who but anyways, we were puzzled to why we were sent to the bio lab first, when ours was the first shift and also, it would be held at the physics lab.
The first words that went into my head when i saw the physics apparatus were"oh my god!"...I stared with horror when i saw the apparatus, it was not that they looked scary or something, they somehow gave me the hunch that i would fail.I started with the heating element thingy, and midway of the experiment, or somewhat after the experiment, when i got my final reading, that was when i realised that my cells might have gone partially flat(batteries).
Then came the even more horrific experiment on light, which each pin had two images, thus a total of 4 images, making me totally confused...
Later went to ly house, where xr and jy soon joined up.We watched doraemon, which was so funny, but what i hated was that yk kept changing the language to chinese and english,with the comical tone of doraemon, i had a hard time trying to tell if it was in english or chinese.And the show was about the fat guy in doraemon, wanting to sing, so doraemon used some tickets which will force people to go to the concert.He also used some projector which created an illusion screen for the fat guy to use as a concert.Some microphone came out of that pocket as usual, which the fat guy used to whisper in, which amplified the sound till the house rocked and cracked, but the mic was to be used to amplify soft sounds and make loud sounds soft, the direct opposite, and the fat guy decided to sing loudly without knowing this.On the concert, we laughed like mad, as everyone was so happy, with faces as if they liked his concert, but in actual fact, they were happy that they would not hear his horrible voice.Not to add his gestures and moves to act like a singer, which tickled everyone of us watching even more.
Sunday
Slack at home...yawnz, felt sleepy but never had the "motivation" to go to sleep somehow, perhaps it was the sight of my comp first thing in the morning...wait, it was afternoon=.=...hmm...anyways, mum cooked fries again, and once again i had scalded my tongue-.-"...wasted the day staring at the computer screen...
Monday
eeeee...yuck!Woke up, felt like a zombie."stupid school" went through my mind...Bio was so ridiculous, was like 200 drops of orange juice, as if it was like titration in chemistry.After school, still had to stay back for drawing of the seed, not to add that it was wrongly drawn, what a waste of time and effort...for someone with such pathetic proportional and artistic skills.After that, went for physics practical corrections, being selected out of the class of 41 and being one of the about 11 selected to redo the light experiement.This time, i did it right and even got nice readings of 59,50,40,30,20... which made my graph so nice.Finished up, helped kevin a bit as he had problems seeing or aligning the pin, not sure which one, but i used the line to explain and also that he had to align the pins so u only "see one pin".He finally got it:)...and he later went to explain it to diana.
Tuesday...tat's today
Sickening feeling of the thought of the social studies lessons, had to present something, and was so about to sneeze and my nose was like leaking like a tap.No choice, read anyways, made a little error in reading.The methods and so on about Relative velocity started to come to light today, after mrs wong went though some of the homework.Sad there was only one period, if not i am sure i would understand it fully then.During english period, we played some sort of musical chairs, which i rammed into weisong for the chair, but failed...luckily mrs poh ended the game after i "died".Anyways, went out after school to J8, tio ly pang seh, sianz, so went with bradford...yk climbed over the wall of bishan condo to go home..wonder why he did that.We watched the I,Robot show, pretty nice actually, but we went around before entering the cinemas, bought stationary up to 9.15 dollars, what a pain it was for my wallet...good thing the tickets were 6.50 each only.Went home...sianz, physics test tomorrow and that dumb weekly maths remedial...more like test day actually...
sleepy, irritated, not feeling happy cause of pang seh...
Day and night
In and out
I think of her
when can i finally be with her
only god knows
perhaps never
i feel out of the puzzle
never to be fitted
why is it this way
the deep friendship i seek
perhaps it lies within
only if i wish to express it
but i cant
expressing isn't my forte
especially in these situations
i actually feel like hiding
is this meant to be
or perhaps time will reveal more
whatever happens
i will be waiting
lonely and painfully
-Daniel
Many birthdays are arriving, and so is the end of the year.I sense impending shocks which will occur when i watch 2 planes fly away, one after another.When will i ever see the specific passenger it carries again in person.Will i be in contact, but i am childish, i cant accept that contact would be enough, i need your companies...sadness will find my door, and a whole new phase of horrible life will evoke...will i be able to cope...that's why i feel i need someone, someone extremely close to confide with, to go through the pain of seperation...i need everyone, and maybe her...the most...
It feels like the room is shrinking as i write this...i pray that i will pass this horrific chapter finale of my life...
Daniel Out!~
Wednesday, July 21, 2004 @ 10:18 PM :D
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tasty lovely songs...nice meaning, perhaps dedications....nah...
More Than That
by Backstreet Boys
Album
: Black & Blue
Submitted by
: Callisto
Corrected by
:
Leah
I can see that you’ve been crying
You can’t hide it with a lie
What’s the use in you denying
That what you have is wrong
I heard him promise you forever
But forever’s come and gone
Baby, he would say whatever
It takes to keep you blind
To the truth between the lies, oh…
CHORUS
I will love you more than that
I won't say the words
Then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that
Baby, you deserve much better
What’s the use in holding on
Don’t you see it’s now or never
‘Cause I just can’t be friends
Baby knowing in the end that…
CHORUS - repeat
There’s not a day that passes by
I don’t wonder why we haven’t tried
It’s not too late to change your mind
So take my hand, don’t say goodbye
I will love you more than that
I wont say the words
Then take them back
Ohh...
CHORUS - repeat
Do I Have To Cry For You
by Nick Carter
Album
: Now Or Never
Submitted by
: Star
Corrected by
:
Agustina
Don't wanna close the door
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more
We'll find a way around it
Where's the love we had
We can make it last
Chorus:
Tell me what I gotta be
Tell me what you want to do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Do I have to cry for you
So tell me what it's for
If there's no winner in it
Nobody's keeping score
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last
With the love we had
Chorus:
Tell me what I gotta be
Tell me what you want to do
I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know you can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Do I have to cry for you
Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night
'Till the morning light (yeah)
Do I have to say
I won't let you get away
Chorus:
What do I gotta be
Tell me what you want to do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Hold on
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Do I have to cry for you
Say It Isn't So
by Gareth Gates
Album
:
Submitted by
: Sub liminal
Corrected by
:
sonya
Skies are dark, it's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears, you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you're changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Ten to five, at least we've tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they closed the door behind you
whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I'd never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Miles and miles to go
Before I can say, before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so..
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Measure Of A Man
by Clay Aiken
Album
: Measure of a Man
Submitted by
:
Megan
Corrected by
: Kim
Ooh... oo-ooh
If one day you discover him
broken down he's lost everything
no cars, no fancy clothes to make him who he's not
the woman at his side is all that he has got
Why do you ask him move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man
If by chance all he had to give you
was three words wrapped around your finger
Would that be deep enough at the end of everyday
and how will you ever know if a man is what he says
Why do you ask him move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man
He'd never give up
Let go of his dreams
his world goes around
for his one true belief
Is that how you know
Is that what it means
Heyeah...Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
Will he be your anchor when a dark unfolds
Will he always love you the best that he knows
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure... oh woaw
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man
Writer's comments:Am i trying to mean something with these?who knows:P
Daniel out!
Monday, July 19, 2004 @ 4:54 PM :D
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o.....m.....g....never blog for so long-.- was just lazy:P
Hmm, so let's see, so ashamed to say that it has been 18 days that i have not done any blogging.A lot has gone through this past 18 days, but i guess i shall not say them in too much detail.
ok, had a fight with my aunt.Fancy she screaming at me just because i asked her if the nasi lemak she bought had chilli in it, really petty, and to think it went on for days-.-
Monday to Friday...Boredom, especially geography and social studies lessons, yawn...What a bore.Actually had plans to eat pizza with Bradford, but he did not want to in the end-.-Instead we went cyber cafe on that Friday,that was on the 16th this month...had fun i guess, as usual.After that, i went to get some food with the rest at burger king, which was my dinner...at 10pm-.-...no more space, sat with Dois...and it was like omg!zhi yuan kept raising his eyebrow at me, as he was the one who told me eating with Dois is a disaster, not like i never heard it from other sources.Well, anyway, he firstly asked me for an onion ring.And he say the salt on the side of my tray.He used his finger, rubbed it on the salt, licked his finger, and went to rub again on the tray about 3 or 4 times.The tray had visible saliva wetness on it.Well, i HATE saliva yucks.Then watching him eat was weird too, but not as bad.He was using his french fries to scratch out the cheese that got stuck to the burger wrapper.And the ketchup or chilli had already gone to the tray.Thinking about how the cleaners wipe the tray with their table-wipped cloths, i felt a little sick.Went to get starbucks later, as i burnt my tongue rushing through my food so that i could leave a.s.a.p.
Sat...was awoken by some odd dream.Went out, it was like 12:30...with a sudden strike to my mind, i remembered that i slept at 5am the last night..er..no, in the morning-.-Was extremely bored, and ly called me and told me to go to the bus stop in 10mins.WHAT!?I haven't change or done anything...Anyway, rushed to the bus stop, took 169, and saw ly,yk and jy across the road of their bus stop...decided to hop down and almost rammed into the safety stone poles they nowadays have at the bus stops.We went to causeway point, after taking the 165 bus and then the MRT.We got there, went into causeway point shopping mall, and were wandering the shopping center in search of costume shops for racial harmony day on wednesday,21jul.We ate KFC, actually it was meant only for me, but me don't like to eat while others watch, so the rest joined in too:P.Yk bought a radio, which he desperately ,yet positively wanted pretty badly i guess.That ly and jy went to the neoprint shop, waste so much time...bahhh...And ly told yk about the frequency range of radios bought in taiwan was bigger.Yk, hearing that was faking a cry like that.haha-.-
We later found a shop, called Isrida or something like that.Went inside, was impressed with the price and the clothes i guess, despite the store sold g-strings and men's thong with such a horrid structure...real horrid, a visking tubing, anyways pretend i never said anything.We decided to look around somemore, but in the end, we came back and bought a set each, except for jy.Mine is a white suit, obviously too big, hope it's not noticable>.<...ly's one is the same as mine, except there is a colour difference and yk bought a dragon like suit.At that time, we saw a young girl curiously asking her dad what was the "visking tubing" on the men's thong,what's more, she touched it...o.m.g...her dad dragged her out of the shop quickly...we also saw a woman, which we wondered why she was buying a thong for...the thong was like, half her size...no comments liao...
We went back on a 169 bus.Ly and Jy ran down the bus-.-"...i called ly and he rejected call, i smsed him that yk could not go back without him and his key, he replied that he just remembered.anyways, i struck with yk a way out that was i called the maid gina to go down in 10 mins to open the gate for him.While crossing the road, just as i was about to call, ly called me and said he alighted near my house.Had no idea where he was, but i told him yk went home already.haha...-.-anyways, i called gina, and told her to open the gate...her"ok" sound creeped the hell out of me, so comical, yet childish sounding.
nothing happened on sunday, waste time at home, eating french fries my mum cooked, and dinner was chicken chop with chicken wings with fries again>.<....and rice...
Monday...(today) even more irritating, with that geography lesson that was starting to get on my nerves just before recess.
I guess that's about it...yawn...sleepy...
Thursday, July 01, 2004 @ 7:43 PM :D
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Why must it be like this?Why must people hate me when they do not even know me?I just want some peace on my own to choose whoever's friendly with me to befriend with.If you think i am some weirdo not worth being with, or u think even worse,think of me being "disgusting", i would have to say likewise to u too^-^:D
Do u really need that popularity?Do u need to be part of a big group so u would not stick out like a sore thumb of being unsocial or unfriended?And worse still, u call big groups friends.I make it an attempt to choose friends wisely, and yet the way u people treat me is worse than dirt,why should i want to befriend u?I rather be with good pals to get along with rather than walking like some empty vessel which makes the most noise going around suking up/boot-licking the most popular person of the big group just to be part of the group.U think it's fun right?Sitting in "cool" positions, "cool specs" and other wannabe stuff.u guys hate the school uniform, but it's no excuse to make urself even more uniform with identical specs etc.
Oh yes yes.Girls MIGHT say, wow this guy is cool!Cool eh, u like guys who are cool ar?Then ur a bad choice of a decent girl who doesn't even know what it means to really like a person.Everyone on the street may look cool, so u talk and know them a bit, then just jump into dating them?U might as well marry everyone u see as cool.
What is real liking?That is the THINKING of an INDIVIDUAL to make ur own decisions and actions that makes u attractive.WoOO!I bought this new specs so i can be cool,YAY!that's what some guys might think.Ya right!U guys copy one another and start to become so uniform.Trying to copy the world as like in "The Giver"?The trend makes u follow, without making ur own decisions, u have thus lost ur THINKING as an INDIVIDUAL.
So, people who think are hated.People who think for themselves differently from the BIG GROUP are hated even more.And people who do not think at all are sooooo cooool!!!ha, so funny.It's like cells, spreading and reproducing into identical cells.
Individuality has dissipated in the school, though there are some exceptions, who are actually very nice people as well.U know, people say "life's a bitch".It's actually them being bitches creating this bitchy world.People already have problems, everyone does.And u need not amplify and add problems with ur "finding a target" to insult, create a topic about, just to get the ball rolling to "entertain" ur "frens" to stay in the group.People have enough problems and don't need you to add salt to the wound.Find something else to talk about without hurting other's feelings.
And prilaa!i read somewhere about u and something about going with ur morals.I guess that's bullshit, know why?Let me give u a very good example about that hermie of urs. Ya right, with morals, with his group, u think he's that nice to people?NAH!What he does to me?Sarcarstic remarks about some sounds i make,MAcho man here and there.Has he no brain or something?Make ur good fren hermie learn some empathy, what would he do if he was in my shoes,bet he just doesn't care much less, as he's probably acting nice to people he wants to "befriend" with.Half of 4e2 is shitting full of it.
...........stressed, sry about what i said, but i dun feel like deleting it either.
Unfairly justiced Daniel-OUT!
