Tuesday, July 27, 2004 @ 7:40 PM :D
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Saturday, 24jul
Had the horrendous physics practical test, which was practically a killer.I was so reluctant to get my butt moving to get myself set to school, but in the end i did go.It was after the physics practical that i felt that it was a mistake to go.We(4e2) were parked at bio lab 2 along with shaohui and the ger from 4e4, not sure who but anyways, we were puzzled to why we were sent to the bio lab first, when ours was the first shift and also, it would be held at the physics lab.
The first words that went into my head when i saw the physics apparatus were"oh my god!"...I stared with horror when i saw the apparatus, it was not that they looked scary or something, they somehow gave me the hunch that i would fail.I started with the heating element thingy, and midway of the experiment, or somewhat after the experiment, when i got my final reading, that was when i realised that my cells might have gone partially flat(batteries).
Then came the even more horrific experiment on light, which each pin had two images, thus a total of 4 images, making me totally confused...
Later went to ly house, where xr and jy soon joined up.We watched doraemon, which was so funny, but what i hated was that yk kept changing the language to chinese and english,with the comical tone of doraemon, i had a hard time trying to tell if it was in english or chinese.And the show was about the fat guy in doraemon, wanting to sing, so doraemon used some tickets which will force people to go to the concert.He also used some projector which created an illusion screen for the fat guy to use as a concert.Some microphone came out of that pocket as usual, which the fat guy used to whisper in, which amplified the sound till the house rocked and cracked, but the mic was to be used to amplify soft sounds and make loud sounds soft, the direct opposite, and the fat guy decided to sing loudly without knowing this.On the concert, we laughed like mad, as everyone was so happy, with faces as if they liked his concert, but in actual fact, they were happy that they would not hear his horrible voice.Not to add his gestures and moves to act like a singer, which tickled everyone of us watching even more.
Sunday
Slack at home...yawnz, felt sleepy but never had the "motivation" to go to sleep somehow, perhaps it was the sight of my comp first thing in the morning...wait, it was afternoon=.=...hmm...anyways, mum cooked fries again, and once again i had scalded my tongue-.-"...wasted the day staring at the computer screen...
Monday
eeeee...yuck!Woke up, felt like a zombie."stupid school" went through my mind...Bio was so ridiculous, was like 200 drops of orange juice, as if it was like titration in chemistry.After school, still had to stay back for drawing of the seed, not to add that it was wrongly drawn, what a waste of time and effort...for someone with such pathetic proportional and artistic skills.After that, went for physics practical corrections, being selected out of the class of 41 and being one of the about 11 selected to redo the light experiement.This time, i did it right and even got nice readings of 59,50,40,30,20... which made my graph so nice.Finished up, helped kevin a bit as he had problems seeing or aligning the pin, not sure which one, but i used the line to explain and also that he had to align the pins so u only "see one pin".He finally got it:)...and he later went to explain it to diana.
Tuesday...tat's today
Sickening feeling of the thought of the social studies lessons, had to present something, and was so about to sneeze and my nose was like leaking like a tap.No choice, read anyways, made a little error in reading.The methods and so on about Relative velocity started to come to light today, after mrs wong went though some of the homework.Sad there was only one period, if not i am sure i would understand it fully then.During english period, we played some sort of musical chairs, which i rammed into weisong for the chair, but failed...luckily mrs poh ended the game after i "died".Anyways, went out after school to J8, tio ly pang seh, sianz, so went with bradford...yk climbed over the wall of bishan condo to go home..wonder why he did that.We watched the I,Robot show, pretty nice actually, but we went around before entering the cinemas, bought stationary up to 9.15 dollars, what a pain it was for my wallet...good thing the tickets were 6.50 each only.Went home...sianz, physics test tomorrow and that dumb weekly maths remedial...more like test day actually...
sleepy, irritated, not feeling happy cause of pang seh...
Day and night
In and out
I think of her
when can i finally be with her
only god knows
perhaps never
i feel out of the puzzle
never to be fitted
why is it this way
the deep friendship i seek
perhaps it lies within
only if i wish to express it
but i cant
expressing isn't my forte
especially in these situations
i actually feel like hiding
is this meant to be
or perhaps time will reveal more
whatever happens
i will be waiting
lonely and painfully
-Daniel
Many birthdays are arriving, and so is the end of the year.I sense impending shocks which will occur when i watch 2 planes fly away, one after another.When will i ever see the specific passenger it carries again in person.Will i be in contact, but i am childish, i cant accept that contact would be enough, i need your companies...sadness will find my door, and a whole new phase of horrible life will evoke...will i be able to cope...that's why i feel i need someone, someone extremely close to confide with, to go through the pain of seperation...i need everyone, and maybe her...the most...
It feels like the room is shrinking as i write this...i pray that i will pass this horrific chapter finale of my life...
Daniel Out!~
