Thursday, July 01, 2004 @ 7:43 PM :D
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Why must it be like this?Why must people hate me when they do not even know me?I just want some peace on my own to choose whoever's friendly with me to befriend with.If you think i am some weirdo not worth being with, or u think even worse,think of me being "disgusting", i would have to say likewise to u too^-^:D
Do u really need that popularity?Do u need to be part of a big group so u would not stick out like a sore thumb of being unsocial or unfriended?And worse still, u call big groups friends.I make it an attempt to choose friends wisely, and yet the way u people treat me is worse than dirt,why should i want to befriend u?I rather be with good pals to get along with rather than walking like some empty vessel which makes the most noise going around suking up/boot-licking the most popular person of the big group just to be part of the group.U think it's fun right?Sitting in "cool" positions, "cool specs" and other wannabe stuff.u guys hate the school uniform, but it's no excuse to make urself even more uniform with identical specs etc.
Oh yes yes.Girls MIGHT say, wow this guy is cool!Cool eh, u like guys who are cool ar?Then ur a bad choice of a decent girl who doesn't even know what it means to really like a person.Everyone on the street may look cool, so u talk and know them a bit, then just jump into dating them?U might as well marry everyone u see as cool.
What is real liking?That is the THINKING of an INDIVIDUAL to make ur own decisions and actions that makes u attractive.WoOO!I bought this new specs so i can be cool,YAY!that's what some guys might think.Ya right!U guys copy one another and start to become so uniform.Trying to copy the world as like in "The Giver"?The trend makes u follow, without making ur own decisions, u have thus lost ur THINKING as an INDIVIDUAL.
So, people who think are hated.People who think for themselves differently from the BIG GROUP are hated even more.And people who do not think at all are sooooo cooool!!!ha, so funny.It's like cells, spreading and reproducing into identical cells.
Individuality has dissipated in the school, though there are some exceptions, who are actually very nice people as well.U know, people say "life's a bitch".It's actually them being bitches creating this bitchy world.People already have problems, everyone does.And u need not amplify and add problems with ur "finding a target" to insult, create a topic about, just to get the ball rolling to "entertain" ur "frens" to stay in the group.People have enough problems and don't need you to add salt to the wound.Find something else to talk about without hurting other's feelings.
And prilaa!i read somewhere about u and something about going with ur morals.I guess that's bullshit, know why?Let me give u a very good example about that hermie of urs. Ya right, with morals, with his group, u think he's that nice to people?NAH!What he does to me?Sarcarstic remarks about some sounds i make,MAcho man here and there.Has he no brain or something?Make ur good fren hermie learn some empathy, what would he do if he was in my shoes,bet he just doesn't care much less, as he's probably acting nice to people he wants to "befriend" with.Half of 4e2 is shitting full of it.
...........stressed, sry about what i said, but i dun feel like deleting it either.
Unfairly justiced Daniel-OUT!
