First things first...THE HONEY IS THE BOMB MAN...oh my god, it got rid of my throat ulcer in 1 day, after two teaspoon only! Well, i am still having phlegm, but my throat never felt this clear!

WEE...hope i can have consistent throat condition soon!

Missing~

Li yang and Yang Kuan at USA, studying at the university.

Jessie over at M'sia, hope she'll be safe.

Shih Ling, havent seen her for a while, hope her problems will be over soon, but i know she's a very strong woman!

My classmates at NYP, nicky and theo, quincy, and many others.

Feng Yi!Help me with my keyboard purchase~~ haha=)

Andrea! SEe ya on wednesday i hope!

Peter Lao Shi! and Music Clinic and Cindy!!

MC classmates, and KELVIN !!

Samuel Tan, my fellow brother=)!

erm...Xiang ting?! haha=/

Bradford..=/...not the soccer team...XD...Faster come home!

chen, JJ, audrey, ming yue-ah ma!

Mishel and Trac!

To:
Allan from MC, DUN GIVE UP! You will disappoint yourself if you do!

Shih Ling, I am sure everything will be fine, for someone with such a great soul and character like you!=)

JJ, GOOD LUCK FOR CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!

Yang Kuan, Congrats on getting over with your exams!

Li Yang, Jiayou i know u can do it~..faster graduate earn big money come back fine meeeeeeeeeee i miss u loads. Let's go with YK to saka-e sushi!

Samuel Tan, Quality over quantity, everyone comes back alive!Rule on man!

Kelvin, Jiayou for attachment coming up! Take good care of yourself!

Feng Yi, Yes, we know who sucks over at Cathay ;) haha.

Nicky and Theo, forever happiness =)

Quincy, Happy SUPER early bdae..we got a surprise for you ( we= me and nicky i suppose) XD

Mishel, FASTER COME SG!!!

Trac, your drumming rocks man o.o..=)

To everyone, I love all of you!wahaha.. This blog entry is written in appreciation to everyone i know! If i let you out, dun be sad cause I still love and cherish you, just that everyone's too big a number to list down!

-Daniel-

honey rocks man!!wahaha...i wanna buyyyy....two 500g bottles would be most worth it for a try out ba...hai...100$...-.-...time to get broke...Guess i will probably buy it on Monday..next monday..I am really the pok gai=(

I wan a keyboard too! My guitar fixed, and also I want to get some shoes.

I really miss dancing...havent done it in like..ages..haiz...I think it's just rotting in my flesh and going to waste...perhaps i should take it again...but perhaps after i gain more ground with singing and i learn the guitar and keyboard...haiz...

Work sucks...today damn stupid, the truck of ammonia hydroxide came, had to REsample 2 times, meaning sample 3 times total and test like siao then can get the right concentration of ammonia hydroxide. First sample was like 5.8%, second sample was like 12%, third one, finally was 27% which was the right concentration.I even had to titrate the stupid 1N sulphuric acid with 1N sodium hydroxide to diagnose that the stupid reagents used were not contaminated or faulty.

Probably gonna get screwed la...think i am so gonna fail my attachment..attendance very low, colleagues also like fuck like that, ask me do this and that, gimme a pile just before lunch. Who wont give attitude sia..very very piss off many a time.

I wonder...deep in these bones, in these DNA, what do i really have in me. Do I really have what it takes to do what i really want. Do I have everything but I have just yet to draw that inner strength/power/skill..or I dun even have it to begin with...

Sometimes I just feel like giving up...Multiple throat infections coupled with lung infections...sore throats...long sickness...really just turns me off..It's so demoralising..Losing one octave off your range aint a joke..It's a super depressant.

Been drowning my throat with honey, cheap kind..somewhat, helping a bit, but my throat aint getting totally better. Staying away from chillies did help..But I seriously need the special honey..I really think it will help me gain back my throat condition to a much better form. I wanna buy it, period. FUCK anyone who tells me it's a waste of money. It's my throat, I love it, I may dislike my voice but i love singing. Priority goes to this, no matter what. Honesty is the best policy.

DUN FUCKING ASK MORE MONEY FROM ME ALREADY I DUN HAVE ANY. DUN OFFER TO LEND ME EITHER, I STILL HAVE TO FUCKING RETURN IT.

ARGH...

FUCK EVERYTHING...=/

oops..why i am angry...-.-

-Daniel-

NOooooooooooooooo I DUN WAN GO BACK KEMIN...argh...fuck it, com'on someome give me a bomb i'll blow it to smithereens in a sec..argh..

T.T..just simply the worst place u could ever work at...

...more and more assumptions once again, and no problem become got problem again. Think it's best to leave things as it is, perhaps it might get better, hopefully.

-complained-
-Daniel out-

Never knew such a bloody hell EXISTED RIGHT BEFORE MY OWN VERY NOSE.

having chicken pox and fever so what? Who on earth cares about a bloody hell like you. What do u just do? Go around announcing using msn or what about yourself having sickness when they never asked. Just a bloody attention seeker, emphatise seeker and self pitying loser.

Just go and die from your damned chicken pox, grab a frozen chicken and scratch your damned crotch till you bleed and die. may heavens electrocute you till a bulb finally lights up in ur brain for it was NEVER once working. You tell people stuff like so casually BUT NEVER ever consider how sensitive, how betraying it would be, or how would it affect the relationship of the two it concerns. You NEVER APPRECIATED ANY OF THE DAMNED TIME I CAME OVER TO YOUR PLACE FOR A VISIT. INSTEAD you just Expected me to come and when i don't come voluntarily without you asking, but you would have been cursing me or something, like the mother fucker you are. I cant accept anymore of this boot licking behavior in front of the person u are curry favouring and then badmouthing him the next, or even leaking his secrets out. WHO THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE. I PANG SEHED MY FRENS TO FOLLOW YOU TO HEEREN, WHEN YOU FUCKING GAVE THEM THE BLOODY FACE AND SAID " why on earth u bring me to see THESE people?" AND THEN say they give you attitude. You are a bloody piece of shit. Whatever made u think i'm an idiot for not knowing what have you been doing? whatever made u think i never knew what problems you caused me cause of your fucking mouth. whatever made u think i never knew what the hell you do behind my back like trying to steal girlfriend or something. In front of the person act like u side the person so much, when with others like a fucking cb.

ALways claim u are someone who want people to say things straightforward to you, yet u are so NOT STRAIGHTFORWARD with your fucking comments. Go eat shit and die ok? Why the heck would i wan to be straightforward with you with what others told me about you when u simply become emotional and fucked up just cause of me telling u what a girl asked me to tell you that u are a piss off, u are a jerk, moron, wimp and you should just get out of her sight and in the end of doing that favour for both of you, u are blaming me for not SIDING you? CAN'T you fucking see I AM NOT SIDING HER, it's cause it's so obvious you chased after her like the fucking crotch magnet you are. you told me, you with her what so romantic and some other shit, but at the end of it, when she asked u to scram finally, you tell me that the whole damn thing was one sided?

ROFL.. you are just a loser man. Get a life, stop bullshitting, bootlicking nonsensical stuff to people and trying to get their attention. People cant stand you for the way u talk to them e.g. on msn like "her" u also cant do a damn shit about it. People find u freaky for going all the way somewhere when she was just kidding and u appear there, u cant do anything about it either. You change targets more often than u change ur damned insect infested underwear dun u damned deny that.

heh..still remember u're the bloody fucker who touched a gal's crotch by "accident" and u said " well hey, i am a single guy, it's natural". Go and eat a pack of tampons as cigarettes la u cowdung.

bLAH damned damned damned damned, just go and pox ur way to hell man

~SCREAMED~

-Daniel out-

Hm..found out there's a bigmouth somewhere out there, or I already know who it is...Anyway..

Another poopy day...went doc supposingly before going work, but well..couldnt be bothered to get dressed for work went directly in my pyjamas=/..-.-. Ok, felt really farnie. Finally reached there to see a super long queue, rofl. ok wait wait wait, take temp, wait wait wait, finally got to my turn after what seemed like ages, but was way past an hour. Had been noticing this female um..young lady sitting with her dad, and she looked as if she wasn't well. Just before my turn the nurse asked her "stomach ache?", then she nodded. Decided to let her go first and she was really really grateful or should i say she kinda lightened up. She gave a whimpering "thank you" and shortly went in. I looked around the clinic.WOAH, i am the last patient now i gave my turn to her-.-.

Her dad suddenly talked to me, something about her just coming back from New York and on the plane she was already like that, all the way back and to the clinic.

She took quite a while consulting the doctor and when she came out to her dad, she said "he gave me an injection". my goodness it must have been something serious. luckily i let her go first- -". I asked her if she was better already and she smiled. I walked into the doctor finally for my consultation. After a while inside, while he was listening to me breathe which i had difficulty to, as the whole day i was in the clinic, it was really chilly especially in the doctor's room, I heard the nurse say my aunt's name.I was like huh?

Then she asked again, can she come in? then i was like, She's here?

ok..got some kinda really stupid pill, a similar opening airways pill again and an expensive cough syrup with a packaging which cannot be opened unless u push downwards and twist-.-. really high tech eh=/

The doc also thanked me for letting that lady first cause she seemed to have something really serious, saying he appreciated it and so on.

My aunt brought me across the road for duck rice and some canned cold herbal tea drink. The duck rice shop provided metal fork and spoon which were BOTH dirty, very obviously dirty. What the earth=/..

After that my aunt insisted that I follow her to amk hub to collect her dress. well, I did. Walked around, was really surprised no shop sold a single +F50 tunit, what the..

bought mr.bean before leaving, as well as 12 energizer batteries-.-...

ArGH!! spent about 50dollars today..damn..

ok got home..took my second last antibiotic pill, rested and did practically nothing.

After my dinner, while writing this, suddenly got a phone call woah?! from lisa?...

Then i was like, hey this sounds like loudspeaker but kept quiet first. And the CG went HEY WEBSTER GET WELL SOON, WE LOVE YOU! <3

-.-"Diao..what's the word to use ? dumbfounded?

haha

thanks and love you guys muacks <3

hmm, which reminds me Samuel was sick on sunday, with high fever and now he's resting over at camp. Hope he'll be fine.

WAAA MOISQUITOES ARE BITING ME FOR FREE FOOD T____T

RAWR!!

Wholesomely lonesome,

-Daniel out-

omg...it's so late..but i just remembered i have a blog!..LOL

Don't know what's up with things these days...but things have really become sorta draggy...perhaps cause i just rot like nobody's business at home.

Perhaps, my main hobby's robbed from me at the moment, cause I am sick for 2 weeks straight, or was it 3. Can't sing anything man.What the earth.

i'm eyeing this shoe o.O. Or soccer boots to be exact. I want my skills back argh!Nowadays playing football seems to be playing with ankleweights. My feet are moving like turtles are hugging it. Not to mention the addition of butterflies fluttering around it cause I keep losing control. MAN!

dam dam dam dam dam dam..tml...or later, doc or straight to work.i cant decide.argh.

If i go doc, i can go work late if i am "allowed" to go, BUT MUST PAY MONEY AGAIN T.T I AM BROKE.

If i dun go doc, he might get upset, and also have to go to that dreadful company again.

Can someone hook me up a C4 i just wanna blast it out of existence. oH angEls, duN worry I am oNE too, I'll DO it when No one's there so no one would get hurt (halo above my head)..like real..i'll blast it the moment i can..RAWR!

which reminds of a certain day which i was not really well, and yet I was recalling some stuff about a certain someone and wondering why things have become this way. However, I just gotta admit i really really miss her and wonder when is she gonna ever talk to me again and not treat me as if i dun exist..

sometimes i don't even know what's wrong with me. Or perhaps I have multiple personalities. I don't know. Sometimes it seems that i myself control which mood that i even want. I dont even understand myself.

*it's hard to learn to accept ppl with extremely odd physique* XD

Wahahahhahahahhaha=/

oops...that's a secret maybe one or two knows

alright on to bed, it's time to pounce on the bed like there's an invisible rat on it.

hey wait, why on earth did i become a cat.

Oh no...tiredness creeping up my brain already=/..

-Daniel out-

woah way cool man...today woke up at 2pm..sian...ate medicine at 3pm..kinda..wrong timing..Currently SUPER hungry..-.-"..perhaps medicine somehow makes u digest faster or something.

feeling really dizzy and took short naps here and there. Extreme boredom. Don't think I can go to music class tomorrow, so i just told my teacher that I won't be there tomorrow.

Just thinking over some stuff, wondering if I am who i used to be. Talked to my best buddy who is now studying in US..Really miss him lots, and another friend who's with him studying there too. Losing my wallet meant that I had lost the neoprint card thingy I took with him. Just wanna curse that pickpocket to go to somewhere worse than hell=). Hai, just don't know what to feel. Asked my best buddy over at US, he still keeps our card. Kinda touched, but I feel so, like some kinda betrayer for losing that card. There's also this receipt of a deposit to an agency me and a certain someone placed in the past. The deposit was 50$ each..lost IC..NYP ez link card..neoprints with my classmates, friends and also the "first two". Also about 160$ cash, haiz, wanna go bang wall and just die.

Wondering when I can get to see those two budds in US now..Miss eating saka-e sushi with them, a lot. So cool, thinking back on what we used to do back in those days. Perhaps I am really aging already, haha.

Feel really really sick. Think I'll write more another time..

=/

-Daniel out-

It'S ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~

OMG~~~almost 4 full days of MC already and i am seriously dying..-.-"...What could be worse than being stuck at home other than going out just to get lunch...haha..ok...

Today woke up , and I was like pom...i'm awake!...pom..i'm awake!...haha...ok...Supposed to go work at Kemin again today...but...fished out the thermometer and before I knew it, guess what was the reading-.-"...

38.4..

hai..to the doctor liao...

Before I even left house, put on a random black shirt..Couldnt find my keys..kinda got locked in my own house...bleagh-.-"..sianz..Even dug the dustbin but to no avail..Lumbered myself to the doctor after somehow finding my keys hidden amongst a pile of junk(typical of my house)XD...ok...

Somehow...I had a bad feeling before going to the doctor...oh well..-.-"..and whaaa...waDDD!!?? DRAW BLOOD SAMPLE?!?!?!?...wth for T.T..after a wait that seemed like forever, I finally got to see the Doctor.Haha he's been my doctor since i was less than 1m tall? And his name is Daniel too!Dr Daniel Chia=/

And to my horror, I have even more things to pop into my mouth periodically now..hai..not to mention I am on double antibiotics of clarithromycin and ciprofloxacin-.-..Wadever they are meant for=/

Oh yea, got my doc to call my boss too=/ scared my boss annoyed with me or something for taking MC so many times..let me see...up to date..I have a total of 12 days MC for this...so far 9 weeks attachment?XD . not to mention half days for sore eyes once, lost wallet needa go make a police report?

Man i am so screwed.

Well, hey, the bright side is I get to have a week holiday, to be exact, "holiday"-.-

So after all the prescription, comes the drawing of blood, and no, you don't use a pencil, it's a needle, A FREAKING NEEDLE...ARHH..hey wait..i'm not scared of needles-.-"

The process was pretty much painless, not to mention i almost felt nothing.

On the way back home, got myself a packet of wanton noodles, no idea wad on earth should i buy man.Way cool, I was so dizzy, the cars looked like it was moving zig zag on the road when it was moving in a straight line. Thank God i wasn't knocked down or anything.heh.

STONE STONE STONE..the art of stoning can be captivating even to a moron like me staring into blank space at home rofl.

Slp is good slp is good...My favorite line this whole week to psycho myself to do what it says, but at least the medicine did kick in. Com'on, i'm popping 7 types of pills and syrup down my throat, something has to happen right?-.-

Guitared a bit..Tried playing it with extreme strumming speed=/..sounded all over the place..bleagh...

Didnt go for Pst Kong's seminar today..cause I really dun want anyone catching what I have..It's gonna be troublesome to treat if it happens.

Heard from Brad about him taking bus home..remembering a certain someone who used to ps me to take train with others and I was left alone. But thinking back, how I never was once evil enough to pay him back in his own coin, for nowadays he takes bus back..and well, as everyone knows, him taking bus means that he will ask you whether u are taking bus..heh=/

It's hard to believe the reality of things sometimes..A moron not by name, but by character. A childish person, who just blocks me on msn, deletes me in friendster, acts emo and write self pitiful personal messages, nicks and shoutouts. And is still in the mood to zilian-.-..Nth to say..heh..

Sometimes i wonder, I may not be good in many aspects of my character, but for some parts when I am good to others, perhaps I am too good. I used to think I was taking advantage of him, but now, it seems so hard to believe that it was kinda the other way around.Hard luck Daniel, you've been had.

Cant believe i sacrificed bits here and there, for him, many a times pang seh-ing my friends, for him. Even when he cursed them in their face, even when he gave attitude and told me others gave him attitude. Just so stupid..Forgiving him countless times...for being unreliable, leaking out my secrets and even darkest ones..and in the end, after countless unobligated visits i make to him at his workplace, what can he say to me man..Things have become shitty eh? Even BLAMING me for never siding him..what on earth man..Sometimes you just dun get it do you..

No mood to write for now..=/..

-Daniel out-

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*Daniel Webster*

To advance further musically,vocally
To be able to touch people's hearts through music
A good acoustic guitar
A good lead guitar and amp
Be someone of invisibly huge stature
To be as rich as possible
The means to be able to do whatever I want ;)
To be a person who imparts skills and wisdom to others
To be a giver to the needy

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