Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 12:49 AM :D
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honey rocks man!!wahaha...i wanna buyyyy....two 500g bottles would be most worth it for a try out ba...hai...100$...-.-...time to get broke...Guess i will probably buy it on Monday..next monday..I am really the pok gai=(
I wan a keyboard too! My guitar fixed, and also I want to get some shoes.
I really miss dancing...havent done it in like..ages..haiz...I think it's just rotting in my flesh and going to waste...perhaps i should take it again...but perhaps after i gain more ground with singing and i learn the guitar and keyboard...haiz...
Work sucks...today damn stupid, the truck of ammonia hydroxide came, had to REsample 2 times, meaning sample 3 times total and test like siao then can get the right concentration of ammonia hydroxide. First sample was like 5.8%, second sample was like 12%, third one, finally was 27% which was the right concentration.I even had to titrate the stupid 1N sulphuric acid with 1N sodium hydroxide to diagnose that the stupid reagents used were not contaminated or faulty.
Probably gonna get screwed la...think i am so gonna fail my attachment..attendance very low, colleagues also like fuck like that, ask me do this and that, gimme a pile just before lunch. Who wont give attitude sia..very very piss off many a time.
I wonder...deep in these bones, in these DNA, what do i really have in me. Do I really have what it takes to do what i really want. Do I have everything but I have just yet to draw that inner strength/power/skill..or I dun even have it to begin with...
Sometimes I just feel like giving up...Multiple throat infections coupled with lung infections...sore throats...long sickness...really just turns me off..It's so demoralising..Losing one octave off your range aint a joke..It's a super depressant.
Been drowning my throat with honey, cheap kind..somewhat, helping a bit, but my throat aint getting totally better. Staying away from chillies did help..But I seriously need the special honey..I really think it will help me gain back my throat condition to a much better form. I wanna buy it, period. FUCK anyone who tells me it's a waste of money. It's my throat, I love it, I may dislike my voice but i love singing. Priority goes to this, no matter what. Honesty is the best policy.
DUN FUCKING ASK MORE MONEY FROM ME ALREADY I DUN HAVE ANY. DUN OFFER TO LEND ME EITHER, I STILL HAVE TO FUCKING RETURN IT.
ARGH...
FUCK EVERYTHING...=/
oops..why i am angry...-.-
-Daniel-
