I cried, for wanting to study, but I cant.

I have nothing left in me. I don't know what's wrong with me.Sickness..go away..

Sorry to whom i shouted at..

Exams ending..equals poly ending..

I want it to end due to stress, but I want it not to end for convenience of not needing to think of the future and what am I gonna do with my life.

I know what I like, I know what I want. But am I able to achieve that? I won't know unless I try, but there's no guarantee either that I'll succeed even with trying really hard.

What do I do? University? It's a turn off. I am glad I have NS to stall time and give me more perspective to life and possibly give me more insights and ideas to what I should venture into next time.

Life's...such a funny thing. People would give anything, fight with their lives, for a FUTURE. And yet we brood so much over yesterday. And we don't give our all today.

We want a good future, we give our all today, and learn from our yesterday.

That's how we have to advance in life. First you decide and then you follow through, and it's the only way to actually ever get things done.

My mum scolded me "Fuck Off". lol...yea..I'll fuck off one day. Just you see.

Sometimes you're alone
Cause you need someone
Not to be there
But to believe

Sometimes you're alone
Not cause no one's there
But you fail to appreciate
who's there for you

Sometimes you're alone
you look around
but you never noticed
the friend that was already there

Sometimes you're surrounded
By many friends of many types
Only to realise
They're never there for you

Sometimes you're surrounded
By people who use you
But don't realise
That you're learning from being gullible

Sometimes you're surrounded
By people you consider your best friends
Have you treasured them enough
if they were to disappear one day?

Sometimes you're lost
Cause you're confused
over the actions
of the ones you love

Sometimes you're lost
cause the road is bleak
the signs are faded
the roads splits a fork

Sometimes you're lost
Not cause there's no direction
But it seems that
there's no where to go

No matter what you do
You're going somewhere
cause you're living each day
with new lessons every day

Do not quit ,what you seek
Do not let the motivation leak
Do not falter in your drive
Do not disappoint, the people who believe in you

The strength and courage
The inspiration and motivation to do better
Sometimes all it takes
Is just someone to believe in you

What many of us need, is just someone whom you consider an emotional support, to believe in what you're doing. It will feel like the world crashing down on you, if that belief ever faded away...

Joss sticks are an accursed item in this world. Get rid of them. They should be banished, and everything that burns. Combustion adds to global warming and should be stopped.

Allergy prone people, we need to pity on us!

zzz

I am drained. Not a drain, but there's one connected to me. It's called...A drain..LOL..no it's called EXAMS. sucks.

Free me, stress and vocally. I want to fly and soar to heights never seen before.

But leaves with the question...would I ever miss the view from the top?

"performers' blues"...

I hope I can get there, and stay there. I have so much I wanna do. I have so much to dedicate, sing for, and...whatever.

I want to be who I am.

I define "music lover" as "Someone who listens to the same music, and learns every detail and doesn't get sick of a song he/she calls good ". In other words, it doesn't include song hoppers. And song hoppers are those who get sick of certain songs very easily, not those kind who listen to many songs to get more exposure.

Can I be a book discarder? I am sure I want to be one.

Studying sucks.

I have painful swallowing sessions and allergy attacks as well as backache..! ARGH.

Been a while since I have been practicing, oh man. But I have learnt so much.

Today saw the "blind guy", he sang here without you, when you say nothing at all, every breath you take, better man and a few more which I heard. I was actually admiring how he just did his thing. He has this really...distinctively charming voice. Really strikes envy.

Something told me to give my guitar pick to him, but I didn't in the end...And I wanted to have a quick chat with him actually. Cause somehow I believe I will be able to learn something from him just by talking.

Walked around amk hub and there was this guy who flipped a mannequin's skirt up, and got whacked by the girlfriend. Not only that, she saw that I saw what he did, and marked me and avoided me cause she/they damn pai seh i think.

She didn't see me standing outside the shop while she walked past the mannequin once again and smacked the guy, "hey you know just now that guy he saw what you did leh!"..And immediately she saw me and quickly turned away. I wanted to laugh. LOL.

Anyway they avoided me like the devil after a while, and kept an eye out for me.WHAT THE.

Quite a horrible day, but rewarding in certain ways. Watching the guy perform as a busker on the streets, inspired me to work even harder. I wanted to talk to him and ask his story. Just had a feeling I had something to learn from him really badly. or maybe something like, talking to him will somehow impart some of his "talent" to me.

I think I have a long way to go.

I played 枫, 晴天 and sleeping with the lights on.

If i never asked questions then I would never have known if people ever knew what the hell I was playing without me vocalising.

I feel disappointed and...I don't know, not much attention or memory is allocated to me? somehow.

Paper soon, and I can still blog. Shows that studying is really damned sian to me. Just feel that I should study harder but somehow, the focus ain't there.

Anyway, read something today that reinforced my determination. Slow and steady reaches the finish line.

To me,there's no finish line, but it's a goal I hope to achieve, someday.

Working hard will be the only ticket to getting there. And for sure, I am sure, I am getting somewhere.

Hopefully I can someday also overcome my apprehension and hopefully show the real side and comfortable me on stage, exhuming the love to perform and entertain people genuinely.

*Daniel Webster*

To advance further musically,vocally
To be able to touch people's hearts through music
A good acoustic guitar
A good lead guitar and amp
Be someone of invisibly huge stature
To be as rich as possible
The means to be able to do whatever I want ;)
To be a person who imparts skills and wisdom to others
To be a giver to the needy

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