Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 9:36 PM :D
♥
People may always screw up, but that does not mean they don't love you. Things happen for a reason, for you to get over it and learn not to fall over it.
To be honest, I am really confused if I am being selfish or not. True enough you have said clearly that day. But I really never wanted it despite what I said on my part also. So am I being selfish for being there for you though we're not together anymore, or are you being selfish for not even being bothered about me? I never once really blamed you for anything, despite whatever I say. It's such a regret for everything..
I have done whatever I can as someone who was and wanted to be your special someone. I believe I have done my duties, despite screwing up and also have complied to your wishes to as much as I can. All I wish for, is the best for you now. For you to decide what you want with your life.
Perhaps you really don't want me anymore and thus ignore me so you wouldn't have to tell me so once again and hurt me. But I really wish for us to be talking normally at least like the first time we met.
I still want us to at least be friends. I hope I would not be something you'd run away from for the rest of your life, or something you'd avoid. If I am a source of hatred, I hope it'd be appeased soon. If I am just an eyesore, I hope you'd find some strength to use your eyedrops soon. If I am a source bad memories, I hope you'd remember the good ones instead.
I'll always cherish our moments together, our personal promises and statements of love..
You've made my life colourful with your liking of sunflower and the colour orange. I thank you for the wonderful times you've given me.
I'll be cheering you from afar. Take care, and live well.
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