Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 3:12 AM :D
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Somehow, I still hope one day you'd clear up what really happened. I think of the best case scenario cause I want to respect you, but gut feelings tell me I was a fool, for a rather long while.
We all make mistakes, I look back not to dig out old problems, but to see if there is more room for improvement from back then. Yet, sometimes, you just wanna know the truth.
How often does truth hurt? Almost always, cause we usually expect and hope for the best.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 1:52 PM :D
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I still have nightmares..and somehow feels uneasy thinking what could have happened and the approach someone has taken to certain things.
Life's somehow stagnated now, feels almost as though I have no life. But I know I'm alive and living, tears come out of me, so does blood. I trust with such assurances I can go on knowing that someday somehow, something will happen. What exactly do I wish for, to happen?
Sometimes losing things, freedom, or even losing your imprisonment, makes you feel lost. It throws you into an empty page of your life's book, and now, you have the apprehension to take up the pen and begin writing your own story. What causes us to ever have the courage to pick up that pen? or would we even ever muster that to do so?
We all seek comfort, but never seek whatever that gives that comfort. If our approach was wrong all along, shouldn't we put down our weapons, stop fighting, reorganise and then decide what to do? All along, we may have just been fighting against ourselves, that's why we never win.
Perhaps, all along, life was a playground, but somehow, somewhere, we forgot how to play like little children.
